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Sat Sep 15, 2007, 10:26 AM
to everyone...
I've come to the conclusion that I don't have any artistic talents in any direction... so I won't even bother in this direction... because frankly it's a waste of time and energy :)
maybe I'll come around from time 2 time and comment... but for the rest I'm finished here :)
HF & GL

bye, jan

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: In Flames
  • Eating: I'll eat later...
  • Drinking: beer, rum, absinth.... and some other stuff

2 much time? ... NO ...

Mon Jul 9, 2007, 12:01 AM
heya everybody :)
So the "holidays" are here... end of faculty for this year (but I'm not finished with exams... I was kinda lazy over the year :D )
I got a job... it's not much but I'm finnaly starting to earn money for that much desired camera... so hopefully by the end of the summer I'll have enough to buy it... and have all the expences for the faculty covered up :) HOPEFULLY!!! :D
The other thing here is that I have to learn... like... a lot :) this faculty... it's called...
uuum.... translated would be... Faculty of Criminal Justice and Security... something like that... so yeah... I have two more exams... and I'm the next year!!! :D :P
So like until then... I'll be more or less just commenting your great work peoplez!! :)

ohhh... and can someone give me opinion on these cameras... cause I'm not too sure which one to buy :D

So here are:

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If you have any other suggestions... please tell me :D :)

thanx a lot...
Have fun people! :)

  • Mood: Dead
  • Listening to: Edguy
  • Drinking: water with frozen water :D [ice ;) ]

About suicide...

Sun Jul 1, 2007, 10:08 PM
SUICIDE..
ASK THE 25 YEAR OLD WHO TRIED TO ELECTOCUTE HIMSELF. HE LIVED. BUT BOTH OF HIS ARMS ARE GONE. WHAT ABOUT JUMPING? ASK JOHN. HE USED TO BE INTELLIGENT, WITH AN ENGAGING SENSE OF HUMOR. THAT WAS BEFORE HE LEAPT FROM A BUILDING. NOW, HE'S BRAIN-DAMAGED AND WILL ALWAYS NEED CARE. HE STAGGERS AND HAS SEIZURES. HE LIVES IN A FOG. BUT WORST OF ALL. HE KNOWS HE USED TO BE NORMAL.
WHAT ABOUT PILLS? ASK THE 12 YEAR OLD WITH EXTENSIVE LIVER DAMAGE FROM AN OVERDOSE. HAVE YOU EVER SEEN ANYONE DIE OF LIVER DAMAGE? YOU TURN YELLOW. IT'S A HARD WAY TO GO.
WHAT ABOUT A GUN? ASK THE 24 YEAR OLD WHO SHOT HIMSELF IN THE HEAD. NOW HE DRAGS ONE LEG, HAS A USELESS ARM AND HAS NO VISION OR HEARING ON ONE SIDE. HE LIVED THROUGH HIS "FOOLPROOF" SUICIDE. YOU MIGHT TOO.
BUT.. WHO WILL CLEAN YOUR BLOOD OFF THE CARPET OR SCRAPE YOUR BRAINS FROM THE CEILING? COMMERCIAL CLEANING COMPANIES MAY REFUSE THAT JOB-BUT SOMEONE HAS TO DO IT..
WHO WILL HAVE TO CUT YOU DOWN FROM WHERE YOU HUNG YOURSELF OR IDENTIFY YOUR BLOATED BODY AFTER YOU'VE DROWNED? YOUR FATHER? YOUR MOTHER? YOUR WIFE? YOUR SON?

THE CAREFULLY WORDED "LOVING" SUICIDE NOTE IS OF NO HELP. THOSE WHO LOVED YOU WILL NEVER COMPLETELY RECOVER. THEY'LL FEEL REGRET AND AN UNENDING PAIN.
SUICIDE IS CONTAGIOUS. LOOK AROUND YOUR FAMILY. LOOK CLOSELY AT THE 4 YEAR OLD PLAYING WITH HIS CARS ON THE RUG. KILL YOURSELF TONIGHT, AND HE MAY DO IT TEN YEARS FROM NOW.
YOU DO HAVE OTHER CHOICES. THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CAN HELP YOU THROUGH THIS CRISIS. CALL A HOTLINE. CALL A FRIEND. CALL YOUR MINISTER OR PRIEST. CALL A DOCTOR OR HOSPITAL. CALL THE POLICE. THEY WILL TELL YOU THAT THERE'S HOPE. MAYBE YOU'LL FIND IT IN THE MAIL TOMORROW. OR IN A PHONE CALL THIS WEEKEND. BUT WHAT YOU'RE SEEKING COULD BE JUST A MINUTE, A MONTH, OR A DAY AWAY.
YOU SAY YOU DON'T WANT TO BE STOPPED? STILL WANT TO DO IT? WELL, THEN, I MAY SEE YOU IN THE PSYCHIATRIC WARD LATER. AND WE'LL WORK WITH WHATEVER YOU HAVE LEFT.
REMEMBER: SUICIDE IS A PERMANENT SOLUTION TO A TEMPORARY PROBLEM <3

.:EDIT:.
I decided to keep up this note about suicide for some time... It may help someone... They say if you save one's life, in time you save the world... so, it's worth of the effort :)

I HATE SUBSCRIBING... :D ;)

curse my lame memory (too much alcohol :) )
right... I'm writing something here... a poem I think ... but before posting... I'll give it to someone to read it first...
okay that's it...
HF people! :)
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: Ensiferum
  • Eating: Frutabela
  • Drinking: Oaza

Iron Maiden concert :P

Wed Jun 6, 2007, 9:50 AM
So it's all come down to this... just 2 more days (I directly have association on 2 minutes to midnight) until Iron Maiden will be playing on the central stadium Bežigrad - Slovenia - Ljubljana!
I'm like almost counting down the seconds - 2nd June at 2100 hours..... It's like I almost can't believe, that these guy's were in our country 4 times, this is their 5th... and I can't believe I'm going to their concert for the first time...

... this is gonna be awesome ...

So hopefully I'll get some photos of the concert... If any of them will be worthy of posting - will post them here :P

.:EDIT:.

The concert was just great... amazing, awesome... maybe a little short, but still, no words can express how fucking great it was :D
unfortunately, I was in front and therefore the pictures are ..... hmmm how can I describe them...
crappy beyond all reason... and therefore will not be posting them here...
maybe when I'll go next time, I'll go sitting somewhere...

  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Iron Maiden - Brave New World

need a camera :D

Sun May 20, 2007, 10:20 AM
Well yes... that's right... I don't even have my own camera... Have to borrow it every now and then from my friend or neighbour... And it really sucks, cuz I think I'm really pissing him off :D
But I am saving money... and soon, hopefully I will have my own camera :P ;P
yeeeey...

  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: AC/DC - Let's Get It Up
  • Reading: /
  • Watching: computer screen
  • Eating: Milka chocolate [raisins & hazelnuts] :D :P
  • Drinking: water

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